Waiting...Waiting...Waiting

It never seems to fail. I am always the one waiting for it to finally go my way. Don't get me wrong, plenty has gone right in my life, but somehow lately, things just aren't working out like they should be. I have a good job, could be better, but still thankful to have a job that pays the bills with a little money left over. I have been at the same place for over 5 years and still, I have been passed over yet again by someone else. So Lord, if this is your sign for telling me something better is coming, I am all ears and eyes! I just really need a little break.

Men.......Where do I even start with them? I have spent a lot of my time trying to please a man, so they would be happy with me. Boy have I been doing it wrong for years. I have finally decided that if there is a man suitable for me out there, he WILL find me and I will NOT go looking for him. Doesn't mean I can't make myself be seen, just that I will not be doing the seeking. So Lord, it's me again. If there is someone out there for me, please don't make me wait until I'm old! I can have all the patience you want, just please be sparing with the time frame.

But in the meanwhile, I will keep waiting and hoping and praying that all goes will with my life. That what is meant to be will be and I will be happy and content with it.


Waiting Patiently,
Meg

When God closes a door, somewhere He opens a window

This statement could not be more true for me today. I have had a very crazy time at work the last several months. Then today I got some promising news. I'm not saying about what. Just please keep me in your prayers that if its meant to be, it will all be worth it.

2nd thing is I visited with a life long friend right before New Years and I am starting to see things in a whole new light for myself. I cannot thank my friend enough for helping reassure me that things were going to get better and that I deserve so much more than what a man has ever shown me. I think I have a crush too. ;)

Third thing is my mother went for a follow up scan last week and everything looks great. All glory be to God. I am beyond blessed to still have my momma here with me on earth. And I love that she had such a strong testimony to share with other cancer patients. She has and always will be my number one hero. Love you momma.

Now what do you do when one day you see the spark in someone's eyes that you've known forever and never thought anything was ever there? I have finally see the light. Do you think it's possible for them to feel the same way after so many years of friendship? I finally see why everyone was trying to set me up with this person for so long. I was always afraid that would ruin our friendship. But now it doesn't matter. I know it won't. It will only make it better and stronger. Please Lord if its in your plan help me to see it and help me to wait and have patience along the way. I put it all in your hands.