I am so over trying to do for everyone else! I put everyone before me all the time. And what do I get? Not a gosh darn thing! I am tired of being the child that is the only one that does anything for the only parent I have. Why is it that no matter what I do, it still isn't good enough? I am just done! No more. Don't care attitude has kicked in! I just want to be all alone with just my daughter and let someone else see how it feels to be used and unappreciated day in and day out. I don't deserve this and I'm not going to allow it anymore.
Next subject. Men! Man why does it have to be so hard to find a good man these days? What happen chivalry! What happened to courting! I know there has to be honest, God fearing men still out there somewhere that wants to sweep you off your feet and love you unconditional everyday for the rest of your life. Damnit! I am so tired of waiting for a good man!
