Missing one of my bffs right now. She is stationed overseas and I haven't seen her since September. But good news, she will be home for 2 weeks next month! I can't wait. Not only is she half way across the world, but my other BFF is 2 hours from me.
I've had a lot of changed this past year, had to do some soul searching, and find myself all over again. I am now alone in this town, as to where I have always had those 2 by my side for the past 14 years. I am also single yet again after another failed 3 year relationship. I am a single momma to a beautiful 6 year old and I have come to realize that maybe that's the way God wants it to be. I have become quite the workaholic and I'm not sure I know how to make it stop.
So what do I do now? Do I stay here or do I move? Do I give up on finding a man or just continue to wait it out? Do I keep my job or look for another one? I'm praying that I find my answers.
I do somewhat feel that I want to move back home to Denmark. But if I do, will I be able to find a job? Will I like it once I get there? How will I possibly find a man there if I downsize to a much smaller town? I have so many questions, but no answers.
Lord Jesus, please help me find my answers. I just want to do what is best for myself and my child. I want to do it all in your glory. I want it to be a positive change for the 2 of us. I think most I all, I just want to find my true place in the world. Amen.
